4.14.04 was my due date with Makenzie 4 years ago. She was born 4.12.04, but her due date will always stick in my mind. I think the first time you are pregnant you remember every moment of your pregnancy and the due date means so much. It marks when you become a "Mom" and transition into parenthood. 4.14 is also Auntie Wendy's birthday, which was special to me. TO have Makenzie's due date be associated with Wendy who is not only my Auntie, but Godmother and Confirmation Sponsor seemed like a sign she'd be a warm-hearted, gracious and dynamic girl.
Now here we are 4 years and 2 days into being parents and it changes every day. Right now Makenzie is sound asleep in her new sleeping bag, while Emerson is "talking" to Jack. To think how much our lives changed from 4 years ago is overwhelming...but so much fun. I look at Emerson now and see bits of Makenzie when she was the same age. It is crazy to think how
fast time flies and how fast kids grow. Everyone tells you
that when you have a child - "Make sure you enjoy each moment", "before you know it the girls will be going off to college", "be present". I get it, I really do. Tonight I wanted to get through my TO DO list, but Jack and I just played with the girls instead. When Makenzie went to sleep, I was just cuddling and taking pictures of Emerson. I know I have to get to catch up on some work things, but don't want to be a Mom who in 10 years from now says " I wish I spent more time being in the moment with my kids". I really want to remember it all the best I can.
O.k., must get some sleep. I am beat...Good night all, good night